Im just waiting the end of the year, last part of the year sucks by now, consoles dead, car crash, no job, and counting.
I feel the same. My father passed away December 29th last year from brain cancer. So this year has been especially hard. This month more so I've been reliving memories everyday of the struggle we had. But I've been trying to make the best of it.
Sorry to hear that bro. My father also passed away from the same illness in January this year. It won't get better, it's a new normal to live with. Been struggling myself.